Thursday, 29 December 2011

我的2011

我的2011忧喜掺半
不过大多数时候是开心的

今年我扛上了新的责任
父母也慢慢地给我自由
让我自己安排某些事情
为此我感谢他们信任我

我也认识不同的朋友、讲师
从他们身上学到很多东西
算是让我大开眼界

因为父母给予的自由
我也去了很多地方
试过之前没吃过的食物
这些经历我都会珍藏的

如果我去年的年度汉字是“释”
那么能概括我的2011是“试”这个字


数不尽的尝试
点缀了我的2011
明年会是怎样的呢
我真期待

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Books I've Read in 2011:
  1. A Tale of Two Cities
  2. Eat, Pray, Love
  3. Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter
  4. Fuel
  5. 那些年,我们一起追的女孩
  6. A Song of Ice and Fire: Books 1 to 4

Tuesday, 27 December 2011

适耕庄、依约

昨天我跟家人、亲戚
到适耕庄及依约一游

终于摆脱了
城里的阴冷天气
稻田早已收割
只见一个巫裔家庭
在烈日下钓鱼

我最喜欢的是
那阳光和风
偌大微蓝的天空
更是勾起了我
以往的旅游经验

接近傍晚的时候
我们到依约一间
名叫“姐妹”的饭店
吃晚餐

爸妈等了两年
来过两次(两次店都没开)
才吃到这里的美食
这是我第一次吃
味道真的还蛮不错的

那些光泽不是油,是汤汁吧

 酸辣甜的“三鲜”——虾、啦啦、乌贼

 红烧茄子,又脆又香,完全没有茄子原本的粘腻

咸菜汤

Thursday, 22 December 2011

22/12/11

冬至快乐!

Wednesday, 21 December 2011

21/12/11

刚刚和家人跑步
不知不觉跑了三圈
之前积累的负面情绪
全都随着汗水蒸发了

这发泄管道对我很管用
不论是生气悲伤惧怕
我都放情地跑
把重心放在脚上
控制着自己的呼吸
数着自己的步伐
感受身上传来的微痛

世界仿佛简单明晰得多了
什么问题都能迎刃而解

我看到有个男生更厉害
摩拳擦掌、摆好姿势
然后大喝一声
反方向地从我身边跑过
是高手吧?

好久没这么爽过!
冬至、圣诞节、新年
放马过来吧!

祝大家冬至快乐!
小过年吔
搓好汤圆了吗?

Tuesday, 20 December 2011

Light me from without, too.

It came swift and sudden, like a flash of lightning. All the lights went off abruptly, save for the scant streetlamps outside our house. 

A blackout. Mum and I lighted some candles to dispel the gloom, while Dad looked for our latest electricity bill. In a pool of light cast by the candles, we huddled close like scouts around a campfire, seeking out a particularly crucial string of numbers from amongst the fine print on the bill. 15454. Dad tried dialing it a few times, before finally getting through to an operator. 

Dad succinctly described our situation, first in English, then in Malay. He then asked whether there was any complaints made before his. None, according to our operator.

Boisterous kids spilled out into the street, playing and shrieking and laughing like nobody's business. I wonder why children can still play and find joy during a power outage or in the midst of floods, for that matter.

In the dim darkness, even the soft orange glow coming from a nearby streetlamp was a spotlight, highlighting the rainwashed blades of leaves and grass. Every passing headlight brought us a faint glimmer of hope that some repair and maintenance crew would come and save us from this darkness. As if!

My parents retired themselves to bed, seeing as there was nothing to do but to wait endlessly. I contented myself with idle musings, and put them to paper occasionally. I could have slept earlier, but decided not to.

Random shouts and snatches of conversation floated through the open door, each of them bearing interesting tidbits. 
"... power shortage earlier, in the afternoon and a telephone report was made..."
"...smaller crew came, but they failed to restore the power ... could've been their mistake, who knows for sure ..." 
"Actually, only half of the houses on the street were without current. "
"A coconut tree..."
"... leaves got entangled with the substation's cables.."
"The crew will come in two hours."
Light me from within, my blog's title read, how apt. I'd never given it much thought until now. When I saw halos around the candlelight, I figured that I should sleep instead of wait. 

As I tried to drift off to sleep, I thought, light me from without, too. 

***

A noise somewhere nearby roused me. Sound of a generator, perhaps?

As I crept down the stairs, more noises and light greeted me. The television set was on (mumbling to itself), as well as the lights in the kitchen. For half a heartbeat I thought somebody had broken into our house, then I reminded myself that we 'd left the TV set and the lights on, before the blackout. 

The children had finally returned to their own homes, leaving only a stretch of silence. 

外部性

『找找看,有没有旧的、适合的鞋子。如果没有的话,就带她去买一双新的,反正迟早都要买。钱你付着先,迟些我给回你。』

挂了电话,我就帮小妹找鞋子。还有几个小时,她就要搭巴士去露营。所有的东西都准备好了,只差一双作后备的布鞋。

事情不是从今早开始,而是昨晚。

大概是昨天晚上九点吧,小妹突然得悉今天要穿学生团体制服,加上配件。最后一分钟了,才说要这些东西,难道要“孵”出来吗?后来她的朋友发短信来说不必穿得这么隆重,把制服带着去就行,另说要穿麦当劳赛跑的T桖。接着改口说要穿学校的T桖。

既然说只需制服不需配件,事情就解决了。没想到,还要带的东西可多得很呢,只是小妹没去探问清楚。鞋子就是其中一样。

翻箱倒柜地找鞋子,不是太大双就是太小只。最后还是要我出马,带小妹去买新鞋。买了一双不贵又不怎么便宜的黑鞋子给小妹,以为我可以功成身退,呵呵,又想错了。

下午我载了小妹到学校门口,然后回到家,她打给我说她没带身份证,要我拿给她。好吧,拿就拿,我这么想。时间紧凑,我快手快脚地拿小妹的身份证,再次出门。所幸,我来得及在巴士出发前,将身份证交到小妹手上。

挥手道别,回到家中,未料到电话又会再响,又是小妹打来。她说,她需要一双拖鞋,晚上有什么活动会用到的。挂了电话,我找来她指定的拖鞋,用塑料袋装着,然后又“浩浩荡荡”地去学校。

当时,我确实是生气,却忍住了,等气消之后才把拖鞋交给小妹,并问她还遗漏了什么。她笑得有点难堪,说没遗漏什么,草草告别掉头奔回人群中。

为这种事情生气固然是多余的,可是我觉得这些要去露营的人,有改进的空间。

据我所知,学校有两个学生团体参加这次的露营。应该是因为欠缺沟通,所以才对于“今天该穿什么衣服”这件事举棋不定,乱了阵子。

至于小妹三番四次遗漏东西,她对此有所责任,应该一早就和相关人士确认所有的细节。除此之外,小妹的学姐应该高兴归高兴、紧张归紧张、期待归期待,出发前的前一晚还发出吓坏人的消息,实在不可为。我不是在责怪这位学姐。更新状态并没有错,只是应该早一点儿说该穿什么、带什么,毕竟不是所有学弟学妹都知道露营要带的东西。

弹指发泄之物,恭迎大家评论。

Saturday, 10 December 2011

放假

诚如俐恩所说的
最近没怎么更新
除了没闲情逸致
更是没题材可写

转眼间岁末将至
趁此机会在这里
跟大家告假暂别
我有灵感再回来

Thursday, 8 December 2011

8/12/11

Fooh! Completed three out of four papers for my finals. Another one to go, tomorrow morning.

These days I deviated from my regular sleeping hours, just to make sure what I must know went into my mind. Early preparations for these exams really helped because I had insufficient time to juggle three subjects. Those questions asked of me things that I revised weeks ago - I was surprised and happy that I still remembered them. Yet, there were a few questions that were unfamiliar and out of my ... err ... field of expertise. 

Can't wait for tomorrow's paper to be over! Then I can have a real life ;D

Off to study now. 

Friday, 2 December 2011

2/12/11

昨天遇上四次绿灯
心想究竟是什么日子啊
竟然给我这种好运
才惊觉已经是十二月了

这么早就送大礼
啊,圣诞老爷
你也太眷顾我了吧?






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